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Clown's Tears

by Kuchicola

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1.
Maybe if I drink about you My heart won’t sink about you Hope my pen runs out of ink While I’m writing this letter to you Maybe tears won’t fall when I blink Maybe won’t think I you about You got my words twisted Need my mind shifted I’m going insane Can’t stand this love on my brain Something really needs to change Coz loving you is wrong But every time I do It’s a beautiful song I’m so love sick Need one more drink Coz my words slur Wish our love was a blur But when I’m drunk I remember When I’m sober The memories are tender I’m such an emotional drunk I can’t give up on us I lost all of my trust But I still let you bust
2.
I’m not tryna rush you But what’s your objective? A girl like me needs some perspective Is the glass half full, is it empty? Is this a good idea? Is it something that Will keep my conscience clear? Is it something that I will get over? Is it really worth the effort I would like to know Won’t spend my life In your twilight zone Won’t waste my time Won’t waste my time Won’t spend my life In your twilight zone Won’t waste my time Won’t waste my time Love don’t have to be heavy But you need to put in Some sort of work A girl like me can’t be stressed out So you step up Or see yourself out Is this a good idea? Is it something that Will keep my conscience clear? Is it something that I will get over? Is it really worth the effort I would like to know Won’t spend my life In your twilight zone Won’t waste my time Won’t waste my time Won’t spend my life In your twilight zone Won’t waste my time Won’t waste my time
3.
Deflated 02:54
My weak point Is seeing the end Before story’s begun I hear the most beautiful Song Before the song is sung I take I love you quick fast and run I hold onto a moment And think you’re the one I hate I get excited I hate that I can’t fight it Coz pop Like a deflated balloon My heart said Shh ha ha ha ha Like a deflated balloon The dream said Shh ha ha ha ha Foolish of me To daydream about you The jokes on me For thinking I got you Coz you got me Ha ha ha ha Foolish of me To daydream about you The jokes on me For thinking I got you Coz you got me Ha ha ha ha It’s the fact that I’m for you For me It’s the fact that you can’t be With me No matter how much I adore you The images in my mind can’t be When I start to get to excited That’s when they decided leave All I ever really wanted is Someone who’s home to me They float away Like helium’s instilled in them Whoosh whoosh Whoosh Foolish of me To daydream about you The jokes on me For thinking I got you Coz you got me Ha ha ha ha Silly of me To daydream about you The jokes on me For thinking I got you Coz you got me Ha ha ha ha Like a deflated balloon My heart said Shh ha ha ha ha Like a deflated balloon The dream said Shh ha ha ha ha
4.
That artful tongue is good for More reasons than one Those lips get a 10 for caress But need more work When it comes to finesse Need you to say less Baby do more Run up a cheque Show me Dior If you gon' lie Lie to me in luxury If I'm gon' cry Wanna cry in Dubai Love don't cost a thing But somebody's got to pay Boo'd up, boo'd up Man I dusted all these niggas now it's Who's up, who's up Yeah you better get ready to get Chewed up, chewed up A stick up, stick up You stay getting these bags to get your Lick up, lick up If you like her then Nike her If you adore her Dior her If you proud of her Prada her You cherish her Chanel her Lies so sweet, don't get bitter Boy quit playing get your game up Baby just do better Do a little more, a little more Or she'll be gone mi amor yeah Do a little more, a little more Or she'll be gone mi amor Love don't cost a thing But somebody's got to pay Don't get me wrong You know I love you But I need a little more Than just you The love I have for you Can't pay my dues Maybe I'm hurt It's possibly pain But I can't love you in vain I just wanna know I didn't leave empty-handed Love don't cost a thing But somebody gotta pay I've given you everything And all I have is the games You've played
5.
Wanna Be 02:43
This is a feeling I never Thought I'd ever know You leave me wanting more If I could I'd bottle it up So I can fill up my cup When you're not around You're such a rush I fell quick in a hurry Showed you my heart Hoping you won't scurry I'm open You're chosen My hearts unfrozen All I wanna do Is stay real close to you Givin you the best that I've got I'm worth the shot I wanna be the type your mama Says you can't lose I wanna be the one that When you wake up every morning You choose Choose I wanna be the one that gets your guard loose I wanna be the one who keeps your spirit soothed The one who when the world is going crazy Keeps you unmoved You're such a rush I fell quick in a hurry Showed you my heart Hoping you won't scurry I'm open You're chosen My hearts unfrozen All I wanna do Is stay real close to you Givin you the best that I've got I'm worth the shot I wanna be the one Just wanna be the one Just wanna be the one I wanna be the one
6.
You 02:19
The funny thing about devotion Is it just happens naturally Captured my soul And now I belong to you Look how I'm glowing Your love is shining through Baby you came and Showed me something That I've never shared with anyone But you It's just you You (Y) Why'd you have to be so sweet n knock off my stubborn feet (O) Oh to find a love that makes me feel so complete (U) You understand, you hold my hand You are gift, it's like I found a genie And made a wish You're unreal Look how I'm glowing Your love is shining through Baby you came And showed me something That I've never shared with anyone But you It's just you You
7.
Cry Baby Cry 02:37
You're pitiful Just be honest Admit it You're such a coward You're scared to Love me completely Used that as an excuse To hurt me Then you show up Acting like you ain't done nothing Keep the energy you had When you were ducking You blatantly took parts of me Placed the blame On things that happened before Us was a we For you I went colour blind The red flags were blue skies In my eyes But I won't cry baby cry You're a sucker Who don't deserve me You were never worthy Without you I'm more than fine So cry baby cry You're a sucker Who don't deserve me You were never worthy I can do so much better I made it out of your bed But you can't seem to stay Out of my head Is it me? Don't you feel free? Is it something I said? I wanted you to take your time But time proved That you aren't mine But I won't cry baby cry You're a sucker Who don't deserve me You were never worthy Without you I'm more than fine So cry baby cry You're a sucker Who don't deserve me You were never worthy I can do so much better
8.
Been Knowing 02:08
Always knew if we got here I'd wanna stay here Just wanna lay here Told myself I wouldn't play here Cause it ain't safe here Now all I can do is lay here And shed my tears here I need your love dear We crossed the line I need a bit more time To try to make you mine So fuck those niggas That I loved so much Coz I always knew That you would be the one We crossed the line I need a bit more time To try to make you mine Always been good At making something out of nothing Gimme half your heart And I'll flip it Love you like I'm getting commission I see us so clear 20/20 vision So done with mediocre shit Been there done that Don't care whose tshirt it is I'm burning it And those bridges, yeah Burn that shit My past Ain't gotta be a compass But I know it led me to you I know it led me to you I know it led me to you
9.
You got so much guts Tryna flip the script You make me sick to my stomach What you sellin I don't want it You don't even try to be honest You keep on playing games Walkin around like you that nigga When you 2ft tall And your little nigga ain't any bigger I'm tired of The summer and winter So baby boy You gon' have to keep walking Keep walking Entlek start running I'm much too serious To deal with this You ain't shit, ain't shit, ain't shit and I can't, I can't, I won't Deal with it, with it, with it No, I can't, I can't, I won't I can't believe it's over now my feelings in a coma You told that girl come over and I saw her in your Rover Next day you and say shit but I could tell from your persona That you tryna keep your distance oh so now I got corona Ok so then we get to fighting and you say it's a one night thing But the hickeys on your neck mean she was biting oh Mike Tyson You inviting you is lying Stop denying you ain't Byron And I ain't no petty bitch So if I spit yeah it's legit You ain't shit Yeah I said it and I meant it I forgive All the ish that you were doing with the bitch But I will not take you back Leaving me will set you back You took a loss and that's a fact You ain't shit, ain't shit, ain't shit and I can't, I can't, I won't Deal with it, with it, with it No, I can't, I can't, I won't Look you ain't shit You got me in the pits And your niggas they ain't lit Busy sucking on some c**** Busy making a fool Nigga I don't fuck with you Ima always keep it moving keep it Kuchi Like I'm Cola like a winner I'm a boss ass bitch I could even be a stunner Megan the Stallion call me hot girl summer You losing me was a bummer You was dumb but now you dumber Baby I got many problems You ain't even one of them Baby I got plenty ex's and yes you gon' be one I'm tryna make it to the top Tryna make them bottles pop Gotta cash up Boss up Get the racks Counts stacks Make more stacks Cause what you You ain't shit You ain't shit, ain't shit, ain't shit and I can't, I can't, I won't Deal with it, with it, with it No, I can't, I can't, I won't
10.
I wanna show how love looks when it is true You deserve better and it's long overdue Girl you the one, never the two You are amazing, I want you I'm in love with everything from your feet to your hair When things heating up, pause, go and get some air People played with your heart like it's musical chairs But I won't play at all, that's all truth no dare You stay in your bag that's why you get a little passionate I ain't even mad at it baby I will be matching it Investing when we low so when we up, we can go cash it in There's a reason why we together this ain't no accident Skeete What we seek to find Is hidden deep inside Let me explore your peak Get lost inside your mind Wanna be your jewel A treasure to you Woohoo Just Us two Man I'll follow you To the ends of the earth Till the sky ain't blue When it's all said and done You'll be the one Man I'll follow you Follow the leader Then we'll make moves Running in circles Chasing the truth 34 hours a day spent loving you O Y love backwards seems evol I pray that's never owt su Disasters Nothing can outmatch us They hating from afar Can't take these degrees Like a masters Your body deserve worship God Pastor I know my shorty love me I ain't even gotta ask her I swear my ex know my life too lit She hit me "wassup big head" I hit her back "who dis" Why my past coming back when I'm out with my new chick I swear I'll never slip up Cause she don't play that shiiiiii Man I'll follow you To the ends of the earth Till the sky ain't blue When it's all said and done You'll be the one Man I'll follow you
11.
Eish 02:00
It's never been a secret What you do to me It's always been my weakness To have you close to me I wasn't looking for something like this But now you are here And I cannot resist Eish ja ne Eish ja ne Eish It's high tide When you come inside With your love Want you to catch every wave Like it's what your life depends on I've been floating in streams That brought me to you And as you swim tell me you will Swim to me Eish ja ne Eish ja ne Eish
12.
I'm not even mad at you I'm mad at myself For thinking you could be Considerate Say I love you and mean it Make your actions prove it I really thought that cause we were friends You'd do me better than them Not make me a glorified nut disposal But with us the only letter was U I should've known cause you're a Gemini And that shit rhymes with lie It has two I's and me backwards in it So how could I ever think My hearts in a good place And trust you with it When it's always just you It's always just you It's always just you Baby it's always just you It's always just you It's always just you It's always just you
13.
Coins 01:48
I ain't gonn' lie I'm married to the money But It can get lonely And I'd love to share it With somebody But if you leave It would devastate me So my dreams will be my only baby Won't give you my all But just know that When I'm done doing me Baby I'll be loving you All day Always All day All day When I'm done doing me Baby I'll be loving you All day Always All day All day I'm not the type to quit If I commit Then that's it But the way you niggas move Is fickle So I'd rather focus on collecting These nickels When I'm done doing me Baby I'll be loving you All day Always All day All day When I'm done doing me Baby I'll be loving you All day Always All day All day
14.
G.L.O.A.T 02:56
Fiening for loving Baby can you pick up the phone I don't wanna be alone tonight Get me just right I'll be on your time That's alright I know I said that Last time Was the last time But you're really hard to forget Not loving you Is my biggest trial yet I choose you I'll choose you every lifetime You're the view I could soak in for a long time Loving you Will always be my prime time You're the greatest love of all time Kind hearted From the day I met you Respect is something you don't neglect yeah Indoda mayibe neplan Is what you wear like a badge Geeked up cause I get to give my all to you Ecstatic cause you appreciate it too I didn't know a man like you could exist What in the ecstasy? Your love has been such a trip I choose you I'll choose you every lifetime You're the view I could soak in for a long time Loving you Will always be my prime time You're the greatest love of all time
15.
I've been so eager to meet you Who knows I might've walked past you Have you always been around as a friend Or maybe You're the random guy I didn't stop for I want to trust more I want to love more I want to give my all God Please don't send me to voicemail God Please just send my soulmate God Please stop the chipping away at my heart I cry when I'm alone But it's not cause I'm lonely I don't even answer my phone So I don't know How the love of my life Is meant to reach me I want to trust more I want to love more I want to give my all God Please don't send me to voicemail God Please just send my soulmate God Please stop the chipping away at my heart God Thank you for healing me this far Please just protect this broken heart I hope you hear me through these scars God Please don't send me to voicemail God Please just send my soulmate God Please stop the chipping away at my heart
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BTW, IWWMT 01:00
I'm not tryna rush you But what's your objective? A girl like me needs some perspective Is the glass half full, is it empty? Is this a good idea? Is it something that Will keep my conscience clear? Is it something that I will get over? Is it really worth the effort I would like to know Won't spend my life In your twilight zone Won't waste my time Won't waste my time Won't spend my life In your twilight zone Won't waste my time Won't waste my time

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released May 28, 2021

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Kuchicola Johannesburg, South Africa

Bringing emotive and playful lyrics to a sweet spot between R&B and Acapella, Kuchicola is an emerging independent South African artist. She's inspired by artists like Erykah Badu, SZA and Take 6. As a singer/songwriter/producer she has managed to bring the relatability of her experiences to her music with the help of producers like CCG and Sihle Papu. ... more

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